You came back to me in my dreams,
you’ve been gone for ages, or so it seems.
I hold all memories of you deep within my heart,
There is nothing that can diminish my love for you,
we are only temporarily held apart.
You left without saying goodbye;
there are days that I still wonder why.
I remember that day in church,
all the pain and all the hurt.
I'm sorry; my life was in a mess,
all these things I must confess.
I remember times when I was a lad,
how proud I was to be with my Dad.
All the places we used to go,
especially our wanderings,
traipsing through the snow.
The time that you taught me how to drive,
I had never felt so alive.
To have my own truck before I was a teen,
for any boy it was a dream.
I will always miss being with you,
as I know you'll miss me too.
I know that you look down from above,
as I look up with all my love.
I really wanted to say to you
I will try not to be sad
I just want you to know,
I miss you Dad
Written by CDC
You Left This Earth
I don't wanna eat
I don't wanna speak
I don't wanna hear
What you’ve got to say to me
I just wanna hold my mom
For all of eternity
I don't know why
Things gotta be
The way they’ve gotta be
I don't want this hurting
That’s going on inside of me
I just wanna yell
I just wanna scream
I just wanna tear these walls down
That I've built inside of me
I know that you’re in heaven
I know that this is where you will always be
I know your thoughts are always with me
I know that you are a part of me
I swear I'm gonna stay strong
I know you always wanted what was best for me
I know if I live and love
One day we will be together again
In a place where our hearts will never bleed
The best way that I can say it
The safest place that I have ever known
Was in my mother’s arms
For no matter where we were
It always felt like home
Written by CDC
On this Page
Stories are written
in remembrance of those
that have passed.
was written on
December 28, 2008
'You Left This Earth'
was written on
May 31, 2012
Remember to Look
We often get so wound up in our own lives we fail to see the beauty that surrounds us. This is just one example of the beauty that nature puts before us. I am often in awe of the beautiful works of art that this wondrous creation we call Earth beholds. To get yourself in a better mood you need to listen to the songs I have posted links to below. Music can lift you, give it a chance.
I'll See You Again by Westlife
I cannot say it better than the words in this song and I'm sure there are many of us who have lost a loved one and feel the same way. Once one of our loved ones pass on how do we tell them what we feel? We feel it in our hearts and we hope and we pray that our feelings are transmitted to them. Many of us wish we could go back in time and say all of those things that we meant to say. If we could go back further in time we think perhaps we could have changed what happened and maybe they would still be with us here? It is God's choice and he does as he sees fit, he does not have harmful intention towards us when taking a loved one with him.
Some, you may dream and in your dreams your loved one may have some words to say unto you. Do we leave it as it is, just a dream, and go on about our life without giving it another thought? Do we make known what was told to us in our dream and try to figure out what was being told to us? Do you listen to what society says and let it go as just your subconscious making up things in order to soothe you?
Who's to say what is right and wrong and who really knows what the body, soul and mind are capable of? Only our creator, and perhaps when we too cross over to the other side it will once again be explained to us.
Words were written by so many that have went through heart wrenching experiences in their lifetime. Some of those words we need to pay attention to and somehow, someday, we will all feel whole again.